Brilliant, fiery splashes of ruby and garnet Cooler, calmer, yet no less colorful oranges and tawny russets Rarer: the diamonds in the rough. Liquid golds Melting and pooling together in a fantastic patchwork quilt Of dawns, and sunrises Lemon yellows Shy coppers Mother Nature's firework display of color Brilliant leaves framed by a blue, blue sky Soft, puffy clouds A warm sun A deceptively calm feeling of security and serenity I lie, surrounded by billowing grasses, Frail, thin reeds of golden cream The sun washes over me like honey My hair is sprawled in a halo of deep brown, My body twisted in a comfortable position As I stare through the skybreak to the sapphire blue Bird calls, a running stream, all is gentle Calm Tranquil Surreal, even I close my eyes to the beauty, and dream No nightmares, for there is nothing to fear, not at first The grass is warm around me Protecting Sheltering I sleep And I dream In my dream, I walk Then run Something chases me A nameless, faceless horror, wrapped in cold Things die as I pass Once brilliant colors of autumn, now turned brown in death The trees are stripped of leaves, Ugly skeletons framed by the black, black sky Silhouettes Shadows The Ice nears, and I trip With a cry, I hold out my hands, Already poised for the brief pain of impact It never comes I fall into a hole in the middle of everything, And keep falling I grasp the once-warm, once-alive grasses that had once enveloped me Only to have them snap and tumble with me I fall And keep falling I fall through the sky, and as I near the ground Of another, otherworldly place, I am jolted awake An icy wind slinks past me as I shiver, Curling around my unprotected limbs My breath is a white curl that dissipates rapidly The grasses are stiff, Lacy wisps of frost make exotic, Deathly beautiful patterns I am the only thing of color in a world of grays I stare at my hands as if they are not mine Ice breathes at my fingertips, And as the ice spreads, So does the Nothingness My skin turns a calm, cool, emotionless gray I turn, looking in horror at the changes As the colorlessness inches down my body My eyes flash as I cry out in... In what? Rage? Welcoming? Hate? Love? Emotions are foreign as the winter takes over I brush a frost-kissed blade of grass, And it breaks, falling to the ground I watch it, wanting, Hoping, Praying For a reaction For a simple emotion For anything I sink to the ground with it, My arms wrap about my body, too cold to shiver As a cursed, blessed, hated, loved emotionlessness takes over I pray for the spring that will never come The spring that cannot break the spell of ice Ice conquers even the powerful Stripping them of everything My breath slows, then stops, as my will to live fades The spring will never come The Ice has won
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